Ruin My Blessings

Ummmm no way

The devil can forget it

I’m not allowing him

To ruin my blessings

I want to pass the test

So I am doing my best

This I promise

Christ is my strength

He always has been

Since the very beginning

With Christ in my life

I am winning

That’s why I won’t

Allow nothing to

Ruin my chances

Of receiving my blessings

Sometimes when we aren’t focused

We can miss what

God has sent

Looking in the wrong direction

And paying attention to distractions

I have learned my lessons

 

All I Want To Be

In order for things to be successful

Between me and you

There are essential things

That I need to do

I am going to be your

Prayer warrior, a leaning shoulder,

A confidant and a Proverbs woman

Because I want to be your

Best friend under God of course

All I want to be is

A ray of positivity

That shines like sunshine brightly

In your morning

When you first open your eyes

I want to be motivation

In your afternoon

That gives you a boost

So you can reach the end

Of the day with peace smoothly

I want to be the highlight

Of your night

So when you close your eyes

To sleep you will

Dream sweet dreams of me

When the next day come

We’ll start it right over again

I want to do this daily

Be everything

That you want and need

I’m going out on a limb

And be a little cocky

Because ain’t nobody like me

That’s why I do these things

With easy

I aim to please

My king

You are the right man

This I believe constantly

That’s why I show

You so much love

That it overflows

I love you truly

And I am not letting you go

Don’t Be Afraid

Don’t be afraid

That wasn’t always easy

For me to say

I’ve had my

Good and bad days

Good and bad years

Still through all the tears

I let go of my fears

All of the pain

It helped my mindset

To change

Especially when it

Comes to love

I know that I have

A good heart

I’ve have learned

That I am not alone

That realization

In itself

Is inspiration to

Not give up

On love

And being open to

Having the right one

I believe truly that it’s you

You are the one for me

So I am telling you this today

To please do not walk away

Forget about the sadness of yesterday

I mean the words that I say

I won’t hurt you

Or betray you

So don’t be afraid

 

 

How Dare You?

Good Morning. Happy Saturday to All

I experienced a rather interesting week one that I will forever will remember as long as I live. This week’s homework assignment touched me as someone who is black, a woman and a Christian. As I have talked a little bit about on an earlier post there was a speech that we had to read and we had to explain which impacted us more about the speech reading it or seeing it. The name of the speech is called Ain’t I a Woman by Sojourner Truth’s it was given at a women Convention in 1851. She spoke of the inequalities of blacks and women. What I loved the most about the speech is how she made biblical references that really hit home for me. Even though I am black and a woman I am a Christian first. Nowadays people like to make a mockery about Christianity let me tell everyone something this woman showed strength and bravery during a time when it could have placed her life in danger. But her love for Christ made her fearless and it touched me in a mighty way. This speech put me more on fire for Christ more than ever.

The speech also got me stirred up about another thing that I talk about quite often and that’s how black women are disrespected by Some black men. I never feel that it’s okay for a black man to bash a black woman or a black woman to bash a black man. I could go on for hours on in about this subject however I find it comical the way that Some black men bash black women. Let me get this right a black man came from a black woman majority of the time witnessed first hand what his very own mother went through. Yet disrespect black women who are encountering the exact same thing? I highly doubt that God intended for it to be that way. In fact a man is suppose to be the head of the family and the woman was suppose oversee the household being the rib of her hubby. Some of these men can’t possibly feel that women don’t have frustration from the hand that was dealt and expect them to smile about it even though we do just don’t forget what’s behind our smiles. Absolutely cannot stand when a person says for a woman to pick better as if they knew that the man would waste their time. Most of the time we never know a person intentions until it’s too late. Some people are good as wearing a mask until they get what they want. The last time I checked no woman wants to be a single mother it’s a hard task.Look black women have to be strong and hold on no matter how much we get kicked around. Our strength is what keeps us going so Some of you black men don’t get intimidated understand us and respect us.

The last thing that peaked my interest was Cicely Tyson interpretation of the speech she’s 91 years old so we all can imagine what she has seen in her lifetime. I wrote a post about her in class she inspired me so much. One of my classmates said that maybe because she’s a great actress is the reason why she was about to bring the speech to life. I told them no that’s what she’s experienced in 91 years of life she definitely knows a lot the reinterpretation only sparked something inside. It made me feel proud to wear my life lessons like strips on a military jacket. I am indeed a Christian black woman and very honoured by that fact too.

Proverbs 31 Woman

I’m a Proverbs 31 woman

Yeah I said it

In the name of Jesus

I claim it

Aiming to be the woman

That God wants me to be

For some I may not

Be the perfect fit for them

And that’s okay

I’m only meant for one man anyway

And that’s my Boaz

An Ephesians 5 man

My destined mate

Together coming together

To make a 1 Corinthians 13 love

 

Rest Father

Father I want to make amends

Not sure if you are in hell or Heaven

If you can hear me

I need for you to listen

Please lend me your ear

I want to make it clear

That you no longer have to fear

Your angry little girl

Has become a grown woman now

In more ways than one

I have forgiven you for

Everything that you have done

I have learned to move on

To not allow grudges

To destroy me

I may not know all of your story

Still I give God the glory

For helping me it has healed me

I see things a lot more clearly

Forgiveness is everything

Now that I am a mother

And I have children of my own

New thoughts have been born

Even though you wasn’t around

I have found

That’s it’s best to turn

My frown upside down

Everything happens for a reason

Regardless God made you my father

You help to make me

Because of you I have my two babies

Blessed to see possibilities

I’ve done what it takes

For my soul’s sake

To realize that human beings

Make mistakes

And it may sound weird

But not having you around

Wasn’t such a bad thing

Every event that took place

In my life has help to mold me

Into the person that I am today

Yes you too are apart of that

I am sorry that I didn’t

Say these things at your hospital bed

I guess I wasn’t ready

I guess it wasn’t time

This is what I want and need

You to know

I will now allow your soul to rest

Father you sleep now

I forgive you

I just had to let my feelings out

Happy Father’s Day

Rest In Peace

 

You

See the way that our love is setup

Cinderella and Sleepy Beauty

Have nothing on us

They desire our happily ever after

A new beginning of a new chapter

You got me to become brave

And turn the page on all

Of my past hurt and pains

You helped me to rearrange

My mindset about love now a days

I do everything that I can

To describe the way

That I feel about you

Once in awhile I get stomped

On what can I exactly say

The words I love you

Though powerful

At times seem so minuscule

So insufficient

So inadequate

How can I possibly

Show you my adoration

I love you truly

Please do not take my words lightly

I’ve waited what felt like

A lifetime

For God to send you to me

This isn’t make believe

Or fantasy

It’s reality

Therefore I value you

And would never entertain

The thoughts of letting you go

I want you to know

In my eyes your worth

It’s more than

Trillions or zillions

I would never throw

Something away that is priceless

This I truly mean

Together we are two hearts

Locked together in love

You are my one and only love

My one and only someone

I know all of this now

More than ever before

There have never been anyone

Else whom I adore

 

You Have To Fight

With every

Tear that you cry

There’s a reason

With every

Question there’s

There’s an answer

For every rough morning

For every sleepless night

For every painful experience

For every disappointment

God has a plan

To make things right

So hold on tight

And fight

All of your troubles

Will soon disappear

The purpose will be clear

You will see that

Everything was worth it

God has the best destined

Since your birth

Don’t allow worry

To trouble you

Turn it loose and put up your dukes

Fight

You have to fight

Hold on change for

The good is coming

Everything has an expiration date

And that includes bad things

Know that you are not alone

God sits high and looks low

Please know that He’s

Always on His throne

Everything and every person

Who has ever hurt you

God will send

Someone and something new

For every rainy day

There are sunny days

Plus a rainbow

So hold on

With all of your might

Your blessings will soon

Be in within your sight

Know that you deserve

What God has in store

But you have to fight

Don’t give in to sadness

Or stress

Get ready to be blessed

Don’t give up

 

Dynamite

Kaboom!!!

Something electrifying

Takes place between us two

Absolutely explosive

Simply massive

And I love it

When the words

Power couple or team us

Is spoken

Finances becomes the mindset

It just doesn’t make sense

When in fact a Rotex

Can not touch something

That’s priceless

Of a love that’s truly meant

It’ s far more valuable than the

Richest couple’s financial status

Nothing can compare to what we have

Yeah I brag I can’t help it

I am who I am

You are who you are

There’s only one of you

There’s only one of me

Even though we are different

We have much in common

What a wonderful connection

Praying to God that what we have

Remains I do this every single night

Always thinking of ways to stay

Empowered and keeping things in sight

I’m going to fight

With all of my might

For us to always unite

Everything has to stay right

After all not just any two people

Can come together and make dynamite