Skin Deep

My brother my brother seriously

Some of you claim to care

About what’s happening

Within our black community

Yet some are you guys insults

Are never ending

Everyone of us are free to love

Who we choose and it has

Nothing to do with any of you

The only thing that any of us

Are obligated to do

Is pull and uplifted one another

In our community

Some of you guys needs to develop

More of an understanding

Be more loving

God has much to be

I am ready for what He has for me

Therefore I am not worry about

What other people think

Anyway negativity comes off

As a bunch of noise

So I will treat it as if

I have Van Gogh’s ear for music

Recently my mind and heart

Had an epiphany

It was as loud as an

Mozart No. 41 symphony

How can some of you claim

To say that you are madly in love

With a special loved one

But can not see others happy

Com’on now some of you guys views

On interracial dating went

Out in the 60’s

Get real

What exactly are some of your guys deal

You will not steal my joy

Black White Asian

We are all human

Can some of you black brothers

Explain to me how it is that

You say that appreciate a sister

For what’s on the inside

Yet you can’t get pass the outside

We are all the same underneath

Try looking beyond the skin color

How can we move forward

With this backwards thinking

Before you think that

I am a sister who is hurt or scorn

Let me stop you right there

I want what I want

By attacking me or others

Who dates like me

Show you don’t care clearly

No one can rain on my parade

Rattle my cage

Nor get me to change my mind

According to what you guys think

I’m throwing negative thinking back

Like a boomerang

Love was created to be learned

Then shared and cherished

With the one that we adore

Regardless of their color

I thought with all of the books

And advanced technology

That it would make people smarter

Have I held onto too much hope

Giving people so much of

The benefit of the doubt

As deep as space

That’s requires looking

Through a telescope

Judging me according to

My preference is not fair

I get asked questions

Like a questionnaire

Millions like a millionaire

Some brothers say that

They have all the answers

And not one of them can

Stop a person from being single

I want a white knight

That’s what’s right for me

Have him sing the lyrics

Of “Her” in my ear

By Majid Jordan

Going “I’m on the way

To finding out exactly

How to treat her right

Another day and I’ve been waiting

But I’ve been waiting

My whole life to find

Someone like her”

A woman longs to

Not feel as if she’s invisible

Much how some brothers

Treat us sisters

Women get  tired of hearing

Words of hate

Thinking that we have to accept it

Is a huge mistake

Mistreatment is becoming too familiar

It’s something that isn’t deserved

A woman seeks one who

Will see her as a beautiful creation

One that embraces

All of her imperfections

Without any objections

One who is attentive

Has an ear that hears

Her words and receive

Them as part of

Understanding communication

Mere venting and not calling

It meaningless ranting

See the truest love

Is one that’s beyond

Skin color and what any

Human eyes can see

Know that what will be will be

 

 

 

It’s My Birthday

Today is my birthday and I do not take it lightly at all. Birthdays in my eyes are a blessing everyday that I open my eyes are a blessing. There are people who made plans and the plans did not get completed.

Thinking of going into my forties would start so much anxiety in me. My mother passed away one day 44 and she did not see it. She was kept heavily medicated and so she never opened her eyes. Other people in my family passed away in their early forties as well. I miss my mother everyday there isn’t one day that passes by that she doesn’t cross my mind. There is a hole in my heart and it can never be filled. I would not want my sons to feel that pain ever especially my youngest who has autism. When his grandmother passed away that’s on his father side it devastated him it took a lot of work getting him to understand. He would go to a window look up to the sky and ask God to send his grandmother back. He’s gotten a lot better now when we prays he tells God to tell his grandmother hello. That’s why I am taking good care of myself by eating as clean as I can. I want to be here as long as I can. Yes people who are no longer here to complete their plans however what’s most important are the people who were left behind that miss them.

Yesterday I had a friend tell me that God told her to tell me to write down the desires of my heart and then pray about it afterwards. I did it of course I know that God will do what He sees that’s fit for my children and I. I’m just thankful and grateful to be alive. Thank You Father God for all that You have done, still do and will do I trust You.

Dare To Dream

Don’t need a huge vocabulary

Many words have the same meaning

There’s no need to get all fancy

Just want to say that it’s

Okay to dream

As much as you want

God will make it happen

That’s what I was taught

Forget about what negative

People think

Make believe

Are the words of

The people who don’t

Want to see

It’s okay

Dare to dream

It may not happen

Over night

It may not

Happen at all

But at least

You know that

You tried right

Sometimes we start

In one direction

And wind up

On the opposite side

It may take that

For what is

Destined to be

Never be afraid

To Dream

It can become

A reality

But you have

To want it

So begin

Allow nothing to stop you

 

 

 

The Christian Police

Have you ever heard of the fashion police? You know the people who grades people for what they wear and ticket them.Well that’s how I feel about some of the Super Christians who goes around behaving like the police. They ticket everyone else’s moves except their own. Yeah I said it! I’m never surprised when a secret of theirs is exposed. Look I know that I fall short we all do. Stop worrying about the people who are in the church, has a relationship with God and share their faults pray for them. These people are on their way to heaven God will help them to get there. Worry about the people who are on their way to hell they are the ones who needs the most help.

One of my Facebook friends had a hurtful post she wrote that some of the cruelest Not coolest are some of the people who calls themselves Christians. We have to do better. Souls are being lost and I don’t want to be the reason why someone goes to hell ever. It’s never okay for even one soul to be lost forever. That’s why I stay passionate about my walk with God and compassionate about others. I want everyone to make it to Heaven for us all to walk the streets of gold. I want to hear well done my faithful servant no others words hold so much meaning to me than those from God almighty. Oh what a blessing it would be.

They Do Not Expire

Milk has an expiration date, bread has an expiration  date even tough times has a expiration date. One thing that does not expire is a testimony. Every time we talk about a testimony it gives God praise. So we should tell it to as many people as we can anyone who will listen while we are breathing. Treat a testimony like a diamond should it off. That’s what I do and you should too. Testimonies encourages people so repeat it over and over like a scratched LP someone needs to hear it. Don’t worry about people who may be tired of hearing it let they can get some ear plugs or cotton balls. As a matter of fact they can not listen, hey problem solved.  Our blessings comes from God and not man. Don’t get me wrong I don’t praise Him for the blessings. I will praise Him regardless of what I get. Give God His praise and don’t be ashamed do it all day if you want to. We should never hold back not with all that God has done.

Psalm 150:6

Let every thing that hath breath praise the Lord. Praise ye the Lord.

Give It Your All

Pep Talk it’s time for a pep talk. Congratulations!!! God blessed you to find that special someone who you got into a relationship that lead to marriage. The goal with a marriage is longevity. Once you get married the marriage takes nurturing never get too busy that you can’t. A marriage can not work itself it requires help from both people. The worse thing that can begin to happen is to develop an ego of what you want to do and will not do. Let me tell you get a clue there should be nothing that you would not do for your spouse unless it’s something that’s not of God. Still if God is in it than chance are you are being stubborn and you shouldn’t. A husband is a king and a wife is a queen so they should be treated like royalty. Don’t be ashamed to treat them this way. Do whatever it takes to make your marriage great.

What We’ve Got

You are the sunrise

To my sunset

Your beautiful words

Makes my heart melt

I want our hearts

To bump into one another

Like crash test dummies

But our love is true

It isn’t funny

Two smart individuals

Who allow their feelings to spill

Secret for what

There’s no hiding

What we’ve got

So the truth is out

Like the sun

On a summer day

What we have won’t go away

Even if we stop talking

To one another today

Our feelings will not fade

Our love doesn’t rely

On close contact to exist

Some people need an audience

To prove what they got

Not us

We don’t look for validation

From others but from one other

That’s what real love

Is all about

This is how I feel

Without a doubt

You are the day

To my night

Even when it’s dark

You are my light

The best romances

Are those that no one

Saw coming

Surprise here we are

And what we’ve got

Is going to make it far

 

No Frowns Allowed

The last people who should be sad, mad or have a frown on their faces are Christians not with all the good news that we know pertaining to God. Why be angry?  Why be sad? I for one just don’t understand if He did it before He’ll do it again. God don’t do things on our time but when the time is right.

With all that God has done we should be bring sunshine to someone’s cloudy day. Uplifting the spirit of a person that is in need.Make as many people as we can smile it’s not about us but about God. Let’s spread some sunshine!