Christianity

Self-Hatred

We get hung up on how

The celebrities go crazy

Overboard on plastic surgeries

Michael Jackson and Lil Kim

As well as many others of them

The simple truth is

Self hatred can run deep

Anyone of us could

Become a victim of it

It’s more than about

A person’s skin color

It could even be

A eating disorder

Not being happy

With oneself on the inside

So it shows on the outside

Wanting to be skinny

Have lighter skin darker skin

Or a big booty

The list is never ending

A person who wants to be taller

Slimmer waist and face

Wrinkle free, long hair, pointer nose

Things deeper beyond fancy clothes

A person who does anything

So one can change

One has to fix was wrong

On the inside and then

The outside will match

It’s all about the love

That a person has for themselves

 

Reasons Why Not To Lie

Yes, the number one reason why not to lie is because it’s a sin. Still there are other reasons to like why do it, it makes no sense to do it, it’s not worth it, and it  ruins one’s credibility. It may seem silly to write this post but it really isn’t. There are a lot of people who lie apparently they didn’t pay attention to the fable The Boy Who Cried Wolf. Now I’m not saying when someone ask your opinion to be rude. Many times it’s not what’s said but how. There is no such thing as a little white lie, tell a little lie and one has to tell a bigger lie to cover it up. Lies are never worth telling whether you are a believer or not.

My Love

How can something

That seems so simple

Become so difficult

I love you

And I know this much

Can’t stop thinking about you

Can’t stop wondering about you

Can’t sleep

Constantly staying awake

Like I have drank gallons of coffee

You mean so much me

I don’t care about being vulnerable

Or who knows

You are my love

And I love you so

You just don’t know

What this is doing to me

It’s a good feeling

But it also gets me in touch

With other feelings

That aren’t me usually

Like jealousy

I can’t stand the thought

That someone could replace me

So when it comes to you

Even my self confidence

Is threaten

Not going to sit here

And act like I ain’t sweating you

Cause that isn’t true

When you love someone

That’s what you do

I stay loyal

Faithful and true

There is nothing

That I won’t do for you

I know that this has

To be real what I feel

Because I have no fear

Of telling you

Or telling every man, woman, boy, girl

At the same time fear losing you

You are a huge part of my world

You’re my vanilla

I’m your chocolate

Loving this swirl

Let’s close our eyes

And give this thing a whirl

You are the only one

I’ve wanted for a very long time

I have been praying to God above

For Him to give me you

My love

 

 

 

Homelessness

People have a misconception about homelessness it could happen to anyone. That’s right no one is exempt. There are people who are living from paycheck to paycheck all it takes is a loss of  theirjob. There are various reasons that people become homeless and it’s not always drug related sometimes it’s from domestic violence, mental illness etc. There’s a lady who I follow on YouTube Tonya TKO she moved across the country and is now living from out of her car. She finally broke down and ask people for help I know that it took a lot of her pride to do that. She has many people who don’t believe that she is really homeless it has alot to do with what many thing that homelessness looks like.

There are whole entire families that are homeless with nowhere to turn or no one to turn to.Every life has a story so it’s important to not jump the gun.I remembered on my walks in the morning I would see a homeless man sleeping on the bench wrapped up. Sometimes I would give him money no he’s not a lazy person he was once in the military so he’s a veteran. It’s easier to assume the worst about people to keep from feeling sorry for them that way their warped minds can help their hearts to become hard like stone. Let’s say a prayer for the homeless and the people who are not far from it.

What’s Enough? What’s Too Much?

One of the most beautiful things that God invented is love He gave it to us. The way that the world is nowadays it’s a complete shame. If a woman displays her passion, she’s desperate. If a man reveals his love, he’s thirsty. There is nothing wrong with showing the one that you love how much that you do. We can’t allow our egos to control us either all it is fear of feeling vulnerable. Being vulnerable is how we have to be to feel love. Love can’t be felt with your guard up, and it’s certainly not fair to the person that you are with. When you love getting hurt is a risk that comes with it and also the reward of being loved back. Don’t let the world try to harden your heart about love.

The media wants to have us listen to Beyonce’s lemonade you can fall for all the hype if you’re going to try to relate you will end up with lemons. Beyonce is running a business she’s an entertainer. She had the song out called single ladies, and at the time she was married. Okay!!!! She’s happy with Jay until I see divorce papers that’s what I will choose to believe. I don’t get all hung up on Beyonce I’m not a massive fan of hers it’s just how people want to think that there’s a problem and there isn’t much like her bank account. She’s just adding to the problem of getting people to give up on love.

When you put up a wall of protection, you also can’t see what’s in front of you, and you could miss out. If you are going to be involved, give it you’re all. Don’t allow outsiders to tell you different messages have motives so always be careful. There is never enough words that a person can express to the one that you love, never enough time spent, never enough I Love Yous, never enough good deeds as a matter of facts it’s never too much. Let me tell you if a person comes along and can sway your love one it’s one of two things. One they are just a selfish person, and nothing is good enough. Two you’re not doing enough to keep your loved one from feeling like they are missing something. You can’t get catch up into what the world is saying about love it’s beautiful. At the end of the day, you can listen. Be alone, or you can listen to your heart and love. Treat your king as a king and treat your queen like a queen.

Never Give Up

I don’t care how things look like don’t give up. If God instilled into you something that you are passionate about keep going. There is all apart of a plan. Take small steps you will get your dream and complete your goal. Do not get intimidated by a people who are into the same thing that you are doing because they have been at it longer.  They once only had one fan, one customer and first day of their goal then it grew. Keep in mind two things one we are all unique and so are our ideas. Two every dream whether it’s a small business, large business, YouTube vlogger, blogger, musician etc everyone started off the same way with a dream. You will never know what will happen if you stop going.

The Perfect Fit

There are so many books

On how to find love

Well I am thankful to God

That I have not read none of them

Waiting on God is what I have done

In my mind I truly believe that

There’s someone for everyone

The journey with us

Has only just begun

You and I have so much fun

We both love the same music

Movies and TV shows

Have life experiences that has

Helped one another to grow

Aren’t afraid to be goofy

So God has to be

A part of this

I could not have

Found a better love

Even if I were to dream it

We are a perfect fit

Like an echo of finesse

Our love is a true

Product of happiness

It’s so strong

My heart with yours

Is where it belongs

Being with you is wonderful

I could never go wrong

Some people search for a lifetime

To find a love like ours

Like a lovely flower

I never want to stop

Seeing you as being beautiful

You make living so meaningful

I have you

And I won’t let go

I love you so

God has given me a kiss

And a big hug from heaven

When He sent you to me

You are such a blessing

We are truly meant

You and I

Are the perfect fit

 

If It Isn’t What God Knows Then Let It Go

Our eyes and ears are windows to our souls therefore it’s important to not allow things that don’t help us in. We all have been guilty of caring too much about what others think it’s something that’s hard to master. All is takes is loving ourselves enough not to allow a person negative words to bring us down. For me there is only one person who I care what is thought of me and that’s God as well as my children. I refuse to have anything or anyone to ruin my day. They can go somewhere else with that. Refuse to sweat the small stuff because that what negativity is.

How Far Should A Christian Go?

How far should a Christian go when it comes to helping a person that wants to come to our faith? I hear  a lot of Christian musicians speaking of them being a light in dark places. Some of these Christian artist go into clubs and really bad neighborhoods. Still how deep into the darkness can one go and be safe? I know Matthew 18:12 says How think ye? if  a man have an hundred sheep, and one of them be gone astray, doth he not leave the ninety and nine, and forth into the mountains, and seeking that which is gone astray? Not questioning the protection of God He has our backs definitely.

It’s important to set some boundaries we all get weak our intentions are always good in the beginning but what happens in the middle and the end. Many are questioning Kirk Franklin’s collaboration with Kanye West. I like to compare situations like these to wearing all white clothes no matter how much you try to keep it clean a spot gets on it somehow. One can only stay so clean against something dirty. How much should we risk our own soul to help someone that’s coming to our faith? As far as I am concerned and I am no expert by far let’s use the analogy of saving a person from falling off of a cliff both people have to do their part or they will both go over the cliff. The same applies to a person who wants to come into our faith we are to welcome them, inspire them and help as much as we can. The key words are” help as much as we can”. No one is above backsliding that’s why it’s important for us to be careful. One has to have the want to to go with the help, things don’t work with help alone in order to have a garden one must plant the seeds for it to grow.

I Can’t Go A Day Without Reading The Bible

Regardless of what people say about the Bible I refuse to not read it everyday. The way that the Bible has impacted my life I simply can’t find the words to explain. I cannot speak for everyone else but I can for myself. There are points of my life that became out of control when I stopped opening the Bible and not having a relationship with God. I went about things my way and off of emotions thus my life experienced a downward spiral. There is no shame when I share various events in my life I have to support the reason why I feel as I do. So very proud of my testimonies and I pray that they are able to help somebody just one person is a whole lot.

As I have shared about my failed marriage sadly God wasn’t in it and how I went about having my children. If I had a relationship with God and read the Bible at that time I would have went about things differently. Still everything happens for a reason it took me to mess up to see what I needed to do. I don’t want to go a day ever without God. He has brought me through so many times bad ones that became good ones. It’s so much more than the good things that God has done or what He continues to do it’s about what I have learned as well. I’m not ashamed to say that I need Him because I do everyday that I live.