No You No Me

Like a line dance

We step together

Your love is like no other

Higher than the highest

Amount of the lottery

Infinite like space

You are my compass

Without You I am lost

In You I place my full trust

Even though I can’t see You

I know that You are here

Doing everything that You

Can to show that You care

It’s so rewarding

For You I live and breathe

I am willing to do anything

You are all that I need

Without You I am nothing

No You No me

You are my everything

You are life

I pray to You

Nobody can love me

Like You do

Long to have the

Best relationship with You

You have brought me from

A long ways I am thankful

To You Father God always

All I want to do

Is spend my life

Showing You how special

That You are

The best part of my life

My mission from this day forward

Will always be

To have You see

Have You Believe

That if there is no You

There is no me

My Youngest Is One Of My Heroes

With the last day of April upon us it stirred feelings up within me. April is the month of Autism Awareness and my youngest has autism. Next Saturday he will be thirteen years old officially a teenager. My youngest has come a long ways from not being able to talk very well until he was five or six. He was seven when he was completely potty trained. There is a lot to caring for a child that has a disability it requires a whole lot of patience.

It was hard at first accepting that my son was different I didn’t want to face it at all. No one wants to accept that something is wrong with what they created. My sons grandmother pointed it out put I refused to pay attention to what she said. She wasn’t mean about it she never was a mean person. She was trying to raise my awareness. Finally I took my son to the doctor and sure enough it was found that he was autistic. I was devastated in the beginning let’s face it the black community aren’t the biggest supporters of mental health. Growing up people believed that kids needs to be beat but some required more like medicine. Mental health awareness have come all a way from the 1300 when it was believe that a person was possessed so holes were drilled into a person’s skull as a way to let out supposedly evil spirits.

My youngest is one of my heroes he’s so sweet, giving and very caring. He and I share a very strong bond. I’m so proud of him. He’s growing everyday. We enjoy the same music and movies. His two favorite movies are Three O’clock High and Never Been Kissed. Yes he loves Never Been Kissed because he says that he enjoys happy endings. I have come a long way too. Many things have helped to  change me into the person that I am today and my son is one of them. I love him so much and I am so very thankful that God gave him to me. Looking forward to what the future has for my son and know that there will be many blessings to come.

What’s Enough? What’s Too Much?

One of the most beautiful things that God invented is love He gave it to us. The way that the world is nowadays it’s a complete shame. If a woman displays her passion, she’s desperate. If a man reveals his love, he’s thirsty. There is nothing wrong with showing the one that you love how much that you do. We can’t allow our egos to control us either all it is fear of feeling vulnerable. Being vulnerable is how we have to be to feel love. Love can’t be felt with your guard up, and it’s certainly not fair to the person that you are with. When you love getting hurt is a risk that comes with it and also the reward of being loved back. Don’t let the world try to harden your heart about love.

The media wants to have us listen to Beyonce’s lemonade you can fall for all the hype if you’re going to try to relate you will end up with lemons. Beyonce is running a business she’s an entertainer. She had the song out called single ladies, and at the time she was married. Okay!!!! She’s happy with Jay until I see divorce papers that’s what I will choose to believe. I don’t get all hung up on Beyonce I’m not a massive fan of hers it’s just how people want to think that there’s a problem and there isn’t much like her bank account. She’s just adding to the problem of getting people to give up on love.

When you put up a wall of protection, you also can’t see what’s in front of you, and you could miss out. If you are going to be involved, give it you’re all. Don’t allow outsiders to tell you different messages have motives so always be careful. There is never enough words that a person can express to the one that you love, never enough time spent, never enough I Love Yous, never enough good deeds as a matter of facts it’s never too much. Let me tell you if a person comes along and can sway your love one it’s one of two things. One they are just a selfish person, and nothing is good enough. Two you’re not doing enough to keep your loved one from feeling like they are missing something. You can’t get catch up into what the world is saying about love it’s beautiful. At the end of the day, you can listen. Be alone, or you can listen to your heart and love. Treat your king as a king and treat your queen like a queen.

Just Be Happy

A young lady that I have been knowing every since she was a teenager got married yesterday. I was happy for her she came from a long way. She truly deserves all the happiness that her heart can hold. The wedding brought up some things that was still inside of me.They were things that were apparently lying dormant. I struck out with my first marriage my plan when I got married was to be married for life. Unfortunately it didn’t turn out that way and guess what it’s okay. We live and learn. I’m glad that I learned it would have been horrible to not gain anything at all from the experience. She’s an awesome person truly. It was amazing seeing her as a bride I still keep seeing her as a teenager. What a gorgeous bride that she was. Simply beautiful.

If I could give her some advice about ways to keeping her marriage solid. The number one thing I would tell her would be to keep God first. Also keeping the line communication open all the time never make your husband feel like he cannot talk to you. That out of everyone that’s in his life the wife is the one he should feel comfortable with the must. Never allow outsiders to interfere within your marriage there’s nothing that cannot  be worked out just have to have the want to. To make everyday feel like your wedding day.  The list could go on forever mainly work on your marriage daily because it’s a team effort. Never give up on the one who you truly love. Always make your hubby feel like a king because that’s what queens do. Anything worth having is worth fighting for. Enjoy the destiny that you two will have together. Just Be Happy.

Kingdom Women

Before we do anything

We get on our knees praying

We are always focused

On the Almighty King

We are women

Of  a different breed

We draw our strength

From reading the Bible daily

Psalms gives our hearts

Beautiful songs to sing

We are stress free

God takes care of all our needs

Everything we need

Chases after us

Blessings showers us continually

New miracles and mercies

We experience them constantly daily

We don’t care about

What man is thinking

Whether it’s talking, lying or judging

We are suited up

We’ve got our Armor of God

Our cape of the Holy Spirit

Our uniform of hope

We going out to battle

Who’s in need

Of our help

God is with us

Right now we are capable

Of doing anything

Feeling so spiritually high

That we could fly

Or the tallest buildings

Our mission always

Is to spread God’s Word

All around the world

Our rewards are heavenly

Though we aren’t looking for them

The benefits are infinite

And they come straight

From our King in Heaven