Year after year goes by
And people tell themselves
That things will be different
This time
They make a new year’s resolution
As if it’s a magic potion or
An automatic solution
For whatever the problem may be
Still everything in life
Isn’t that easy
Some things are just
Too painful
When a person tells
You to leave things
In the past
Depending on what it is
It’s a sign of them
Having a lack of compassion
Or attempting to not deal
With a situation
Some situations have to be
Dealt with
Because they aren’t avoidable
One shouldn’t consider
Themselves a Christian
Is they have no empathy
For others
No one sat in school
And told the social studies teacher
To leave history
In the past
Or they would have failed
History class
Have they not heard
Of the saying
Those who don’t learn
For the past are
Doomed to repeat it
If certain situations
Are dealt with
How could it be left
In the past
The healing process
Can never began
Without acknowledging mistakes
That have caused pain
Things can’t just be
Swept under a rug
Try having understand
Before speaking as if
You do
Or you will only
Become part of the monster
Of a person’s past
Simply because you are
Trying to get past
A situation that you don’t
Want to deal with
Or don’t care about
Maybe because
It’s not you
Trying saying those
Words to a domestic violence survivor
Or family member
Of a murder victim
Be part of the solution
Not the salt being applied
To an already severe wound
ThePainInside
The Pain Inside
People who aren’t fans will never
Understand they say that we idolize
They think that we are going overboard
For wanting you to receive
The proper recognition that you deserve
I mean who really thinks that what
Took place at the billboard awards
Was proper I mean it was absurd
A moment of silence that lasted
For like a blink of an eye
Because they don’t realize
How your music impacted our lives
How your music got us through
Very tough times
Through tears that we cried
Sometimes day and night
When there was no one in sight
Who we could trust or confide in
Without them passing judgement
People have absolutely no clue
About how the feeling of depression
Can seduce you
Thoughts of negativity
That swarms the mind
The worse part of it
Clueless people think that depression
Is of darkness
They truly have no idea
Depression just is
Anytime it can happen
Like at a finger’s snap
And no one is exempt
Women, men, teen, poor or rich
It swallows you into an abyss
It’s victims constantly
Long for freedom’s kiss
The pain hits hard like a fist
People must understand that no one
Willingly choose to feel like this
I’ve been depression’s victim
Feeling it squeeze the emotions
From out of my body
Had me walking around like a zombie
Thankful for your music
Coming to the rescue
Yes I smile
But behind it
Lies a pain
Like nothing that
I have ever felt before
I am mourning you
Crying the blues
Praying to God
Because I don’t know
What to do
This pain is killing me inside
No one will ever know the reason
Behind what I am feeling inside
I am trying hard to deal with
The pain right now
Is so unreal
Wishing that we had
More time to hear
More of your melodies
More time to enjoy
More memories
Of concerts, new music and videos
Now we are left with wondering
What another albums
Could have been in store
For us to enjoy
Why were you taken away
From us so soon
Your voice could sing any genre
Loved your covers of Billie Jean
And Nothing Compares 2 U
Your lyrics were always just
What we needed
Your music was everything
I say this with the utmost sincerity
From the looks of it
The pain that I am feeling ending
Appears to be nowhere in sight
People who aren’t fans
Will never understand
The treasure that was lost