I’ve prayed about it
I’ve allowed God to handle it
I’ve made room to forgive
It’s over
It’s finally over
Now I can
Start to experience closure
Trying to describe how
I’m feeling right now
It’s like trying to describe
The taste of water
As I have gotten older
I have realized that
Trying to reflect back on memories
It’s like physically trying to look
Over your shoulder
I’m just not that flexible
I’ve tried my very best
Yet in some cases
Ended up with less
There’s no need to cry over spilled milk
There’s absolutely no sense in it
I’m still blessed regardless
I just look at things as
Life learned lessons
Many things took place
Between you and I
You have no idea
Of how many tears
That I have cried
I really tired
Deep down inside
Apart of me feels like it wants to die
Yet there’s so much
That I would like to forget
I know that you had a purpose
After all we have two great kids
Here I go again
I have to stop this
I have to begin
The healing process
I have to do it
I have strength
It’s weird still
A small part of
This situation I can’t grasp
Am I still in love
Yeah right don’t make me laugh
The way that you act
Your middle name should be
Jackass or dumbass
Because you played a huge part
Of helping to put something that
Could have been special into the past
I won’t blame you totally
I also share responsibility
This ending is bittersweet
I came across a thought
Of you I actually smiled
And I felt a tear roll down my cheek
Yet I’m fine if we never speak
You have to leave
Something behind in order
To go forward
The hardest part of moving on
Is putting the pieces
Of your broken heart back together
And be brave enough to love again
It’s finally the end
It’s a tough pill to swallow
Tough to accept that we didn’t work out
A fresh start isn’t bad
I know that God has my back
So there’s no need to be sad
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Such heartfelt sadness and hope… if it’s real – I wish you love and peace in this new journey…
Beautifully written
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It’s real. Thank you for your comment. Happy Sunday! Blessings!
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Blessings to you too💕
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I liked this poem, It felt real. My only critique is the use of jackass or dumbass. They do not feel as though they fit in the poem. I like that you wrote…’Your middle name should be…’ I just felt that those two words should either be stronger or softer, yet the words you chose feel like made up Amercanised words. (Sorry I hope I make sense and I hope that I have not offended you).
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Good Morning,
I am not offended at all. Thank for your input and for reading my poem. Blessings!
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